let me take you on the ride of your life
un:
Azeelah zafirah.
she loves to be called Lala. :)
she loves watching the sky, especially when an arch of many colours appears. or even the smoke trail!
she loves FASHION & PHOTOGRAPHY!

AND FINALLY, ADORES ASHLEY STYMEST & HANNA BETH!


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day after day. Saturday, May 30, 2009 3:26 PM
ignore the background. :\


hello, people. my school day was as usual, nothing interesting happened, again. wanni was absent. :\ mana kau wanni ? yeah, just me and izzah♥. but, we went 'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA' all the time. we kept on laughing over again and again this morning. especially when izzah told me about that 'fuck you' story thingy. zaah, baru ya(Y). hahahaha. aste. and aku sama izzah jadi kanak kanak balik. colouring our monsters. atu la keraja kami tadi. lack of concentration in class. :\ha-ha ? bytheway, tadi neneQAS♥ told me yg ia mimpi pasal aku lastnight. and that dream/nightmare is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too weird! HAHA. adakah ia mimpi aku cium ia or maybe ia yg cium aku. hahahaha. AKU MASIH STRAIGHT NI. masa last wednesday, si qeymah♥. ia mimpi pasal aku jua. dalam mimpinya tu, aku hold hands sama ia untuk jealous kan ex-boyfriend nya! kami sama sama perempuan, laai. cemana jua iakan jealous. hahahaha. mesti kamu dua ni ngumpat pasal aku saja iatah aku muncul tu dalam mimpi kamu. hahaha, aste.

p/s; aku inda pandai menjampi-jampi ni. and aku inda bejampi kan masuk arah mimpi kamu. baik pulang ku tidur saja tu eh. hahahahaha.

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my flag. (((((((: Thursday, May 28, 2009 2:57 PM
bidaaa. :\

it's not a flag actually, it's like a logo ? oh, yeah. it is. anyway, izzah♥ told me to post this 'work of art'. HAHA. yearighttt. it's not really clear as you can see up there. sorry about that.

aaa, let me describe about the logo.
the rainbow, it's mine. nyehaha.
the clouds are izzah's.
see those stars ? wanni owns.
that bus, it's daniel's. haha. because, daniel will drive us. kan niel ? (: instead of a Renault, kita pakai bus saja lah. hahaha.
AND the redyellowgreen balloons represent ia(L).

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SCHOOL-LIFE, as usual Wednesday, May 27, 2009 9:17 PM
hey, guys. school tadi was aa, as usual. nothing interesting happened much. buuuuuuuuuutt, tadi starting recess was (Y)(Y)(Y). we ate marshmellows. uh-huh. then, P.E lesson. went to the grandstand, pasalkan dewan kana pakai. so, disana sajalaa. aa, joined the 3sc main bola. i didn't score any goals, unfortunately. :\ but still, syiuk!(Y). we played tadi around 1hour. fersure my face tanned! HAHA. and yknow, aku kana squished wa tadi. thanks aa kamu. aku tau badan ku damit, sanang di pihit. heh-heh. aaand durang wanni and izzah gave me sunflower junior! hahaha, not exactly untuk aku. saja perasaan. lapastu, c.c.a. atupun syiuk. kami solve tasks macam biasa. lari lari. yg calinya, the time aku panggil alim kan liat durang punya paper. aand aku rasa macam kan ketawa wa tarustarus. pasalnya, aku liat cluepaper durang lain aa. like totally lain. durang salah ambil! durang ambil yg long long longgggggg time ago punya. hahaha, aste. then, our group inda solve the tasks. incomplete baa. after that, extra class. gaah! ngalih. di ICT lab, i got a cut arah my leg somewhere arah paha. kinda hurt. get well soon, zeela. =.=' inda jua sakit banar. lapaaastu kan, aku balik. watched the movie 'attack of the pin-up boys' where durang throw shit(s) untuk jadi famous. eww. hahaha. aku malas kan cerita lagi. sorryyyyyyyy. haha. goodnight, people.

THE END.

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takecare. Tuesday, May 26, 2009 4:51 PM
hey, people! ( : so, what are we going to talk about today, huh ? aa, yknow, i heard about this disease. im not really sure. its called cervix/cervical cancer ? i made a research and i found this,


PLEASE BE OPEN-MINDED, PEOPLE!

What is cervical cancer?
Cervical cancer occurs when abnormal cells on the cervix grow out of control. The cervix is the lower part of the uterus that opens into the vagina. Cervical cancer can often be cured when it’s found early. It is usually found at a very early stage through a Pap test.


What causes cervical cancer?
Most cervical cancer is caused by a virus called human papillomavirus, or HPV. You can get HPV by having sexual contact with someone who has it. There are many types of the HPV virus. Not all types of HPV cause cervical cancer. Some of them cause genital warts, but other types may not cause any symptoms.

You can have HPV for years and not know it. It stays in your body and can lead to cervical cancer years after you were infected. This is why it is important for you to have regular Pap tests. A Pap test can find changes in cervical cells before they turn into cancer. If you treat these cell changes, you may prevent cervical cancer.


What are the symptoms?
Abnormal cervical cell changes rarely cause symptoms. But you may have symptoms if those cell changes grow into cervical cancer. Symptoms of cervical cancer may include:
-Bleeding from the vagina that is not normal, or a change in your menstrual cycle that you can't explain.
-Bleeding when something comes in contact with your cervix, such as during sex or when you put in a diaphragm.
-Pain during sex.
-Vaginal discharge that is tinged with blood.


How is cervical cancer diagnosed?
As part of your regular pelvic exam, you should have a Pap test. During a Pap test the doctor scrapes a small sample of cells from the surface of the cervix to look for cell changes. If a Pap test shows abnormal cell changes, your doctor may do other tests to look for precancerous or cancer cells on your cervix.

Your doctor may also do a Pap test and take a sample of tissue (biopsy) if you have symptoms of cervical cancer, such as bleeding after sex.


How is it treated?
Cervical cancer that is caught early can usually be cured. If the cancer is caught very early, you still may be able to have children after treatment.
The treatment for most stages of cervical cancer removes the cancer and makes you unable to have children. These treatments include:
-A hysterectomy and removal of pelvic lymph nodes with or without removal of both ovaries and fallopian tubes.
-Radiation therapy.
-Chemotherapy.

Depending on how much the cancer has grown, you may have one or more treatments. And you may have a combination of treatments.
It’s common to feel scared, sad, or angry after finding out that you have cervical cancer. Talking to others who have had the disease may help you feel better. Ask your doctor about support groups in your area. You can also find people online who will share their experiences with you.


Can cervical cancer be prevented?
The Pap test is the best way to find cervical cell changes that can lead to cervical cancer. Regular Pap tests almost always show these cell changes before they turn into cancer. It is important to follow up with your doctor after any abnormal Pap test result to treat abnormal cell changes. This may help prevent cervical cancer.

A vaccine called Gardasil protects against four types of HPV, which together cause most cases of cervical cancer and genital warts. You get three shots over 6 months. The vaccine is recommended for girls 11 to 12 years old. It is also recommended for females 13 to 26 years old who did not get the vaccine when they were younger.

The virus that causes cervical cancer is spread through sexual contact. The best way to avoid getting a sexually transmitted disease is to not have sex.

so, be careful women/girls. take a good care of yourself.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, nibam Monday, May 25, 2009 5:19 PM
It's 25th May!
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to izzah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, nibam! ( :
she's my dear therapist, my nanny, and most of all my best-friend.


THANK YOU and i love you, friend.
with love,
zeela.

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a walk to remember. Friday, May 22, 2009 4:22 PM
When a prank on a fellow high-school student goes wrong, popular but rebellious Landon Carter (Shane West) is threatened with expulsion. His punishment is mandatory participation in various after-school activities, such as tutoring disadvantaged children and performing in the drama club's spring musical. At these functions he is forced to interact with quiet, bookish Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore), a girl he has known for many years but to whom he has rarely ever spoken.

Their differing social statures leave them worlds apart, despite their close physical proximity. When Landon has trouble learning his lines, he asks Jamie for help. She agrees to help him if he promises not to fall in love with her. Landon laughs off the strange remark, believing Jamie to be the last person with whom he would ever fall in love. After all, Landon has access to the prettiest and most popular girls in town and between her shy demeanor and old-fashioned wardrobe, Jamie doesn't exactly fall into that category.

Landon and Jamie begin practicing together at her house after school. The two form a tentative friendship, and Landon learns that Jamie has a wish list of all the things she hopes to do in her life, such as getting a tattoo and being in two places at once.

One day, Jamie approaches Landon at his locker, where he is hanging out with some of his friends. When Jamie asks Landon if they are still on for practice that afternoon he smirks "In your dreams". His friends laugh and Landon's smirk falters as Jamie's face fills with betrayal and embarrassment. That afternoon Landon arrives at Jamie's house, hoping that Jamie will still agree to help him. But she refuses to open the door. When she eventually does, she sarcastically remarks that they can be "secret friends". She slams the door in his face when he agrees.

Landon eventually learns the script by himself. During the play, Jamie astounds Landon and the entire audience with her beauty and voice. Landon kisses Jamie during the play, which was not in the script, and Landon tries to get close to Jamie, but she repeatedly rejects him. It is only after a mean joke played on Jamie by Landon's friends that Jamie agrees to get to know Landon after he punches out Dean and shuns Belinda (his friends who played the joke) and takes Jamie home. The two pursue a relationship. He takes her out to dinner and dances with her, something he never did for anyone else.

When he discovers that Jamie has a wish list, he sets out to help her accomplish them. One memorable date had Landon taking Jamie to the state line. He excitedly positions her on the line in just the right way, and when Jamie asks him what he's doing he tells her "You're in two places at once". Her face lights up with joy, as she realizes that Landon set out to make her impossible dreams come true.

Jamie finally tells Landon that she has terminal leukemia and has stopped responding to treatments. Landon gets upset at first. Jamie tells him the reason why she didn't tell him because she was moving on with her life and using the time she left but then Landon happened and she fell in love with him. Jamie starts to break down as she says to Landon "I do not need a reason to be angry with God." and she flees. Landon goes to his doctor father's house and asks him to help Jamie. His father freaks out a bit and says that he needs to examine Jamie and know her medical history before he could do anything. Landon leaves in a huff.

Landon and Jamie make up the next day. They hug and he tells her that he will be there for her. Soon, word gets out about Jamie's illness. Eric, Landon's best friend comes and tells him how sorry he is and that he didn't understand. Dean and Belinda both come and apologize. Jamie's cancer gets worse and she collapses in her father's arms. He rushes her to the hospital where he meets Landon. Landon doesn't leave Jamie's side until her father practically has to pry him away. Jamie's father sits with Jamie and tells her that "If I've kept you too close, it's because I wanted to keep you longer." Jamie tells him that she loves him and her father breaks down.

The next day, Landon comes to the hospital and sees Jamie being wheeled out of there. He asks what's going on. Jamie asks him to thank his father for her. Landon asks Jamie's father what she means. He tells him that his father is going to pay for private homecare for Jamie. Landon is stunned. Late that night, Landon knocks on his father's front door. His father answers. Landon whispers "thank you." His father hugs him. With all the exhaustion and fear billowing over, Landon breaks down in tears in his dad's arms.

Landon continues to fulfill various wishes on Jamie's list, such as building her a telescope so she can see a comet. Through this process, Landon and Jamie learn more about the nature of love. The movie ends with Jamie's death, but only after the couple are married in the same chapel as was Jamie's deceased mother, the event that topped Jamie's wish list. Landon himself becomes a better person through Jamie's memory, achieving the goals that he set out to do, like she did.

Four years later, Landon visits Jamie's father. It is obvious that Jamie helped him to focus and become a better person. For example, he reveals he has finished college and been accepted to medical school; prior to meeting her he had no plans for life after high school. He tells Jamie's father that he is sorry he could not grant Jamie's wish to witness "a miracle" before she died. Her father says "She did. It was you".

Taglines : Love is like the wind. You cannot see it but you can always feel it.
Find out who you are and do it on purpose.
It all comes down to who's by your side.
She didn't belong. She was misunderstood. And she would change him forever.
Take a risk. Dare to move. Love is a leap of faith.
There's more to attraction than meets the eye.


As you can see up there, its a long description of 'a walk to remember' which i watched it hours ago. Requested by si burit punya girlfriend(si zurin). Thanks to pepeh, ia punya DVD. aa, no, naqib punya but pepeh pinjamkan si zurin. okay, thats better. sighhh. thats it for now. bytheway, izzah, tomorrow will be the presentation right ? aku alum prepare. :\

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Thursday, May 21, 2009 3:41 PM

Don't let me fall by Lenka.


Lyrics to Don't Let Me Fall :
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars,
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you all
That I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Heres a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Heres a hand to hold on to

Your just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall
Mateen(L)

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people. Wednesday, May 20, 2009 10:28 PM
aa, i guess, thats it for now. i'm sleepy. :\
goodnight, people!
sweetdreams.
i love you, sayang! ( :

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school was (Y) 7:04 PM
hello! haha, i'am waaaaaaaaaaaaay too happy today. di sekolah, seorang seorang pun angau! cha, kau adang kan buat nama ah. beranti taah. aku apa jua. ketinggalan ah, haha. anyway, aku ada terjumpa mateen(L) tadi. sekadar oh ? tapi, aku sayang ia! haha, apakan eh. okaaaaaaaaaaay, bahbah sambung. kesian si daniel sama haikal. SORRY BUDDIES! just a little late uh. to haikal, kaal sadang sadang tah kan jadi kancang ni. HAHA! nadabaa. and to daniel, sedih ku liat mua mu ah. au, tau ku, 'boyeng' nyamu. apa boleh buat niel. cubatah tcher anikan. heeeih. try again next year, buddies. : ( aa, so, masa c.c.a atu we watched 'Titanic' and i wasn't concentrating on that actually. aku buat keraja lain such as buat namanya, bcerita sama cha, luah kan perasaan ku arah si cha. fersure ia pun sasak kali melayan angau ku ani. kan cha ? HAHA! sorryyyyyyyyy. kau pun angau bah. hahaha. then, lapas tu extra. and after that kami liat orang blakun. some parts saja. aaaaand abis.

okay, here are some pictures aku grab from izzah's blog.
thanks izzah, i love you much.


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5:46 PM

knock knock by Lenka.

Lyrics to Knock Knock
:
A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by.
I'm hopin' just to be by your side.
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open.
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile.

Knock, Knock
When life had locked me out
I turned to you, so open the door.
'Cause you're all I need right now
It's true, nothing works like you.

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waiting, to see you, my remedy
For all that's been hurting me

Knock, Knock
When life had locked me out
I turned to you, so open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now
Its true, nothing works like you.

You seem to know the way to turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say to make me feel like everything's okay.

When life had locked me, out I turned to you
And you opened the door
And you're all I need right now
Its true nothing works like you

When life had knocked me down
Well, I turned to you
And you opened the door
And you're all I need right now, Its true
Nothing works like you,
Nothing works like you

When life had locked me out
Well, I turned to you
And you opened the door
And you're all I need right now, Its true
Nothing works like you.




Mateen(L)

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night. Tuesday, May 19, 2009 9:33 PM
goodnight.

i love you, sayang. ( :

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Cyborg Girl. Sunday, May 10, 2009 5:34 PM
aa, hello guys. i watched Cyborg Girl hours ago. it was (Y) , anyway. umm. quite interesting. its about an average guy with his boring life. and the worst thing, he had to celebrate his birthday on his own every year! but, this particular year was totally different. he celebrated with his "girlfriend". it started like this ; one day, he went to a shopping mall to buy a watch as his birthday gift. then, he saw this girl and fell in love. She followed to where ever he goes. until he reached in a restaurant and ordered a spaghetti for his birthday as usual. then, here goes the girl sitting next to him anonymously. blaaaaaaaaaaablablaa. it's too long for me to type them. so, why dont you watch it yourself ? good idea! obviosly, you dont get what i'm talking about right ? hahahaha.


i'll give you a lil' bit details. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ?




She's a ;
-> cybordyne model 103!
-> bones are made of caselin multi alloy from Jupiter. (A cybermetic organism)
-> brain is made of nanotechnologically combined neurons.
-> skins are made of organic tissues just like humans.

extra ;
-> she doesnt like to be called as 'Robot'
-> she drank a bottle of perfume.
-> she's rough and strong.
-> she eats alot.
-> she's PRETTY!


She lived with an ordinary guy named Jiro. she cooked Jiro's beloved Raoul. HAHA! Raoul is an iguana. Jiro's pet.
I dont really wanna tell you the ending. (: juuuuuuuuuuuuust go and watch it, already. go!
Description:
One day, a beautiful cyborg girl appears in front of a dull university student. Even though the cyborg starts to like him, she can’t truly feel emotions, so the boy has no choice but to say goodbye to her inhuman power and ‘violence’. Missing her, he continues his lonely existence. Some time thereafter, a disastrous earthquake hits Tokyo, and the cyborg girl saves his life. In that moment, she starts to have feelings like a real human being.

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sky of love. Friday, May 8, 2009 5:51 PM
hey, i don't have much time to spend here. so, just a quick post.
Currently, i watched Koizora(sky of love). the second-time, haha. the guy with blond hair is Hiro and the girl is Mika. they are such a cute couple. and Hiro is a protective guy plus caring. he's also unique. with the idea of smoke trail as the prove for their first day together. the rainbow he made for Mika. the flowers he gave to Mika. the ending is so touching. where Hiro suffers a disease and end up dying.
p/s; sorry for my grammar mistakes.
Description:
Last fall, over 3 million people were brought to tears by the movie Koizora. The original story of Koizora, by the author Mika, was popularized on the cell phone novel site, Mahou no Land, and since then has been turned into a novel, a movie, and now a drama. The highly popular movie will be turned into a drama, which follows the life of a normal higschool girl who experiences many unbelievably sad events, but through it all proving that love conquers all, and this true love story remains unchanged from the movie. Not only does it simply portray the first love of the highschoolers, it shows the warmth from the family, the importance of life, the bonds with friends, and the common happenings of teens, and through it all Mika and Hiro's love story gets unwound.

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this is me. Sunday, May 3, 2009 7:30 PM


2005 !

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day after day. Saturday, May 2, 2009 5:32 PM
hellooooooooooooooo !


school was fun, sportday was held tadi. so, ehemm. haha. apakan. umm. anyway, i'll post about that topic SOON, after aku dapat the pictures. haha.


okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! just now, izzah and i, bwebcam. haha. we're damn bored. aaand kami cakap pasal aa, umm, something you don't wish to know. okay, fine. pasal that guy. i mean guys. oh, well. oooh, lets not talk about it. :S


sure, kalau aku cakap pasal atu. aku nada jodoh lagi, kan zaah ? HAHAHA. okay, you can shut up now. YOU equals ME. maksudnya, aku yg perlu diam. righttttt.

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ily, nature. Friday, May 1, 2009 3:12 PM











on my way to T-e-m-b-u-r-o-n-g.


originally captured by ; azeela.


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annoy-er 3:02 PM

HAHAHAHAHA ! this is achap. he annoyed me, 1 hour ago and now he's asleep.

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aaaaa. pembunuh bersiri. 1:52 PM

that girl with a black shirt is a killer ! *pointing at the picture.

HAHA, just kidding wanni. : p

umm. here's the point. she killed 4 bees in school. woaaaa, wanni, better watch out. who knows the bee-gang will hunt you down. haha. nadawaa.

1st bee ; killed on Tuesday, 14th of April, in Pluto 6.

2nd bee; killed on Saturday, 25th of April, in Pluto 5.

3rd and 4th bees ; killed on Thursday, 30th of April, in Pluto 10.


what a killer. (Y) she's a pro. haha. if you guys have problems with bees, please contact us at

00-123-456-789
you'll-never-know-the-number. thank you. : p

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missing. :\ 1:38 PM
i miss their jokes.

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